Jealousy, clawing, clutching,
My heart hurts.
I hate that she is with you
And that I can't be;
I wish I trusted you,
I wish that I trusted her,
But I don't.
The distance between us grows,
Stretching ever wider -
I am being swallowed whole.
Your voice, unheard in days,
Echoes in my mind
And I want to leave.
I want to hurt you.
I want to bury my pain
In someone else as they
Bury themselves in me.
I want to kill the part that feels.