A feeling of emptiness,
A sense of total unimportance,
A cold, cold heart.
Lost in it all.
Loving those who love me,
Hurt by those who can't,
Fading into my own depression.
Can you hear me now?
Feeling and emotion,
Never true.
An unstable personality,
Another mistake.
Trying to understand me but I don't.
I can't...
Nothing I am,
Nothing I feel,
Nothing I do,
Nothing is true.
Nothing makes sense.
Nothing.
I have nothing and am nothing.
No one -
But I am someone.
I feel so lost, so alone,
So completely misunderstood,
And sometimes...
Sometimes I just feel used
By everyone around me who just doesn't know
And how can they?
How can they when I don't?
How can I live without knowing?
So broken inside.
The tears never end,
Running down within me,
Drowning everything.
I'm suffocating from within.
Blinded.
So utterly blind to any happiness.
It hurts,
The clawing within,
Something,
Trying to get out of me.
It's been in there so long and the pain,
I want it to leave.
I don't want to be sad anymore.
Please...