Personal Blogs

There have been many times I’ve been tempted to reach out, to try to clarify and understand what happened between us and why. I’ve oscillated betwe...

For my psychologist, who asks me why I keep defending him and looking at things from his perspective:It's taken me awhile to acknowledge who he is....

I've been doing some thinking lately, and I've been writing to him. Not actually writing to him, but mentally writing to him. It's been angry. I wa...

I miss you. I go through periods of being okay and not thinking of you, and then other days you're on my mind constantly and everything is a remind...

I wonder if interests come back, in time, when grief removes them from your life. I haven't really listened to music in over a month. I try every o...

  "Nothing is ever too broken to give up on." - Skyborn I came across this quote yesterday while playing Skyborn. A young Claret broke a gear in ha...

Went to bed way too late? Check. Didn't take my Seroquel because I was worried that it would affect me if I got up too early? Check. Woke up having...

So this post was originally started yesterday, but I just couldn't finish it. It was a very bad day, and today hasn't been much better. I managed t...

Let's draw a line between usPaint a map back to the startLeaving footprints to remind usWhere you go, I'll goAnd if you fall, I'll fall There are...

I kept putting off writing today's blog post... And then the power went out. So I'm blogging on my phone, by the light of three candles, while lyin...

***I'm adding this now, after having written this blog. WARNING: NOT POSITIVE HEADSPACE. I was mentally blocked, and it took forever to write, and ...

I started writing this post last night in bed, when I was half-dead after dragging myself upstairs, and barely able to keep my eyes open. It consis...